Tomorrow Is a New Day

... So I'll just finish inserting this cookie in my mouth and not freak out.

I don't know what happened. As soon as my aunt and uncle drove off on Friday, I hurried to the kitchen and picked up a packet of cookies. Well, 3 packets... that same day.
The next day I found myself patroling the inside of the fridge, littering my plate with all sorts of foods and eating in front of the television as The Big Bang Theory came on. My plate was soon wiped clean and I was satisfied.
It wasn't for long, though. My belly was bulging but I had a need to eat more. I thought Sunday was going to be the day I fasted, but I was proved wrong as I opened yet another packet of cookies.
But Tomorrow is a new day, and I will become a better person tomorrow and focus on my goals. It's been too many days of messing up. This stops here.
Maybe I'm freaking out because I might see my friend for the first time in 3 years this weekend. She might also stay over and I feel like such a failure. Zara is actually much more prettier tan when we were freshmen together. She went blonde, got some piercings and finally took advantage of her Brown-Green eyes. Just saw a picture she posted on Facebook. Damn, she looks great.
And here I am, feeling like a fat slob that couldn't (or wouldn't) get anything done this weekend. Oh dammit. I'll get everything done this week before the party on Saturday.
To make myself get disciplined this week, I've reserved a date in the beauty salón to get rid of my roots and a new haircut. But that haircut will only work if my face is super thin by saturday... else I'll look even fatter. Anyhow, it's nice to look forward to change. The good kind, that is. I want to show my friends how awesome I got. Especially Zara.
I just have to survive until Thursday. And not eat like, anything until saturday night, when we´re out drinking. They haven't confirmed anything yet, but I hope they do soon or else I'll get nervous and eat more than a grown elephant can digest.
Sigh. I can do this. I can do this. I CAN DO THIS.

Wish me Please send me determination girls. Even telepathy is acceptable :)

Have you guys seen these pictures of asian magazines? I mean, they're even shorter than me but I wish I had their bodies.