Eating, Normally.

Yipee! I've graduated!
Whatever. I felt fat in my prom dress (which I probably did) and didn't go to a friend's graduation party because of it. On Wednesday I decided I didn't want to live my life controlled by food anymore. I decide to start eating normally. But after some years of severe dieting, I don't really know what that entails.
What is 'Eating Normally' exactly?

Even so, I broke down on Saturday. This happens sometimes, and usually triggers lots of self-harm. I look in the mirror and I hate what I see. It will never be enough.
I will continue with my plan, and see where that leads me. If it doesn't work, I don't know what
I'll do.