Damage Control

I was bad yesterday night.

Consuming 4 pancakes (complete with butter and chocolate) one piece of bread, 2 eggs with this weird meat and beans, and at last, a hamburger.
My hands were feeding me involuntarily. It was as if I just had to eat everything I could, without even tasting anything. It sucked.
So, I´m fasting for 2 days. Today and Tomorrow (Friday) with only consuming an apple or a tangerine when I'm feeling hungry. Coffee, Tea and Lemonade without sugar will be my companions.
My stomach keeps on grumbling :D lol. Anyways, I have an aproximate of 30 hours left in my fast. The teacher asked if I wanted some cookies but I told her I was a bit nauseous (I was sick in the morning) and she seemed to buy it. Unfortunately, my stomach is really loud. But I don't think she heard anything; we are piled up with paperwork we need to get done.
I still haven't had my apple or tangerine. I'll eat them when I get home, with a cup of lemongrass tea (Yum!) as I watch Supersize vs. Superskinny. Thinspirational, when they start talking about obesity and they show the bodies of people weighed ridiculously huge. Plus, it's an apetite killer when they show their sores and stuff. Yuck.
Today I was watching one of this 5´ 3" girl who weight 6 stone something (like 96 pounds) and I just looked at her and almost spit my coffee out. She had the figure I wanted so bad. Even though they started saying she had the hips of a 60 year-old woman, I wanted it.