I Fainted In Front Of My Mom

Something I've been saying recently.

Well, almost. If my mom wouldn't have been there, I probably would have fainted. Then again, if she hadn't been there, I doubt I'd have been excercising that day.
I've lost 6 steady pounds in the last month, product of one meal a day (huge, mind you) but with no physical excercise. On Saturday though, I felt like excercising with my mom for the first time, just to see if she could handle one of my workouts.
She said yes, and we began to excercise. Now, because my mom was there, I guess I wanted to prove myself (?) and so I was not fucking going to stop... at all.
25 minutes into the workout, I just felt I couldn't keep going (which is totally wierd, since I'v
e been eating more than when I used to do comando-style workouts) so I stopped, and began to take a breather.
The only other time I almost fainted was when I got the tetanus shot in 6th grade, but apart from that, none. Well, maybe, if you count hyperventilating after looking at my 55kg self in the mirror a year ago.
But anywhore, this time I began getting dark visión at the edges and I knew I was going to faint if I didn't do something. I thought it would just be a grey-out, you know, so I just kept silent and waited for it to pass. In waiting, my mom glanced up at me and asked me what was wrong. I told her I was feeling bad and she just nodded off suspiciously. Then, when my visión was seconds away from becoming completely black, I told my mom I felt faint. She glanced at me again and looked really alarmed.
"You're so pale! Your lips are blue!"
I was just fucking nodding, not fucking understanding shit because of my condition, so my mom made me a remedy while I gasped for air. (Is that a common symptom of fainting? I'm not sure...) I thought I was going to die, for realz. This was the last the world would see of Roxie... And so then I  kept telling her I was feeling really bad but I couldn't hear myself! Everything I said, I couldn't hear it. That just made me even more scared.
Mom finally made me put my head below my waist and that got me alive... somewhat. Once I pulled my head back up, I began to feel faint again.
To make a long story short, I recovered and my mom told me to take a shower. Then today, in the bus to go to college, I half tripped and while I was sort of crouching (?) almost touching the bus floor, I couldn't fucking get up! It took all my energy for that short spurt to get up to standing position and stop being all awkward looking like a bird or sumthing.
Barely a few minutes ago, I felt like passing out in front of my uncle, and I was only doing my homework! WTF is wrong with me? I've eaten wayyy less and never been faint. Now my body wants to give up? Fuck no!

Today's weight: 51.3kg (Late afternoon weight, after eating a huge bowl of food)